The last drop of tear....

Swimming through tangles of emotions

I can never be happy

Nor make others happy!!

I am just a burden 

In this world of emotions 

Where I try to satisfy my peers

As a mark of respect, And lose mine

'Coz life is all about sacrifice

Here i go...killing another soul

Right in front of my eyes

As I am not able to answer those bewildering questions

I can see its bleeding heart

Pleading for me 

As i enter the crossroads

I enter the flames of sacrifice

Burning my emotions to ash

As I turn to bid a final farewell

To the pleading soul

I apologise

It accepts my words

'Coz it needs my happiness to survive

On the way of my happy journey

I still continue my intangible lies

changing 1000 masks every second

For the satisfaction of the world

A world which has taken an oath to slay me to death

I silently hate myself each second

Till guilt intoxicates my nerves

I still smile holding my head high

All through this pain

Evolving into a an emoticon of trust

I hate this clueless life

Filled with money, luxury and caste

But no space for your happiness!!!

Finally my last beat arrives

Where I look back and convince myself

I was happy

Just to see the smile of the people

I loved all through my life

As the world around me smiled

I saw two souls still pleading to be together

Trying to break away from bonds 

And hold their hands!!!

Leaving the physical form

Finally it is lonely

Lonely enough to shed tears 

For the pleading soul

Which it abandoned once upon a time!!!